But he will, with the Most Drawn Out Petulance, slant his back down to the floor and fully lift his legs so that Istredd can Do What He will since he is the most surly of the two of them at the moment and that should Be Acknowledged.]
I have ten years for you to prove me otherwise. Peanuts. I promise you I'll do most of my work in the latter half. [Because grace levels. And. Ugh. Magic.
But being 'delusional' is exceptionally on-brand for the devil, as Istredd will learn. (As Istredd likely already knows, but hasn't quite associated with the Devil.)
Just like, similarly, Istredd will recognize Lucifer Not Talking About the funguslady is for his benefit, not Lucifer's.] It's not about that. I didn't ask about things that I should have--and clearly I should have been more... in that scenario. You, whoever was involved, should have killed her. If not for necessity to what she had power for down the road, but for that silly little thing called mercy. [He huffs, a tone that is........... likely not helping.] But I already said that for your being the 'sane' one, you were anything but.
[ Ha, some success. Lucifer is usually sprawled on him in one way or another so he is used to the weight, he is simply feeling fidgety at the moment. Caged into his frustration and anger at Nero. Lucifer did the right thing to shake him out of it and he is grateful. He swaps places and settles on top of Lucifer, knees on either side of him so he can keep his weight off. Not that he is probably heavy to Lucifer, strong as he is.
Istredd leans down, pressing their hands to Lucifer's chest for a moment, so he can steal a kiss, but it is quick, sitting back up so they can continue the strings between them. He doesn't want to think about the latter half of the decade, if that means it is when Lucifer will start losing this part of himself. Maybe he would be a good candidate for a god then. He won't care the same way. ]
I was dying. [ He says, shrugging his shoulders as if that's not a big deal. Sanity wasn't the problem. ] My wound was infected, I lost a lot of blood. I could barely stand. I thought maybe they could save her.
[ They both know where that injury was, Istredd was tender there for quite some time, but Lucifer wasn't there when he came off the turtle. He avoided him on purpose, he didn't see the extent of the damage. Their connection was all static. Istredd probably would've died in another day. He knows that Lucifer gets upset about his borderline death wish in the Pit, but there is importance in the reality here too.]
She's an open-ended problem. Also the shrine monster. [ He shows Lucifer the creature. Not the details of what it did in the Pit, just what it looked like. ] If you want to mercy kill her you can.
You could barely save yourself, how do you think anyone could save her? [It's pointed, sharp, matter-of-fact. Featuring the normal, expected, tilt of the head and curiously flat expression.
What did you think was going to happen, Istredd?
Were you thinking, Istredd?
Were you even, really, present, Istredd?] I am going to be sure she's dead because she's a ritualistic battery-pack against you and everyone else's ['that he cares about' is unspoken, but obvious] trauma, not out of mercy. Her lingering presence means this could happen again, under the right circumstances.
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[ Istredd stares him down, eyes narrowing. He knew Lucifer was going to get like this so it is still on him to press when it was unnecessary. ]
You don't know what she is. None of us do. We were speaking from experience, not knowledge.
[ They found her in the altar, they tried to talk to her, she couldn't leave alive. He took what he could out of her mind but it wasn't helpful. They could be wrong, especially given that Istredd just said he'd been dying. He had gone mad healing Steve too. Castiel had just gone through a crazy spiral that set loose the monster. No, none of them were sane. ]
We need to get permission for the island. Anything else comes later.
[ His brain is worn out. He doesn't want to argue, even if this was his own fault. ]
[He didn't want to go into it. He was going to let it fall to the wayside.
Istredd poked the bear.
And boy, would he keep pushing the matter if Istredd weren't so brain-weary, felt across their connection.
It's there... just on the edge, like a child with a magnifying glass over a bug with the sun. Just a little more of a push. Asking for it.
He doesn't.
There is. A lot, Of restraint involved. Instead, he just quits his string game and wraps his arms around Istredd and does not move aside from the occasional twitch at processing the scrawl of text.]
[ Istredd is weary and frustrated, still a little angry, but he's also sad underneath it all. There is the reality that repeating these memories was bringing back some of those feelings, and they have worked hard to get to a better place. He isn't going to be hiding in the room or skittish going anywhere, that aspect of it is truly done, but he is sad.
And he never really got to talk about it. The people who were there don't talk about it either. Collective denial. He expects Lucifer to be poked, that he struggles with his desires to push people. He is always good with Istredd. Gentle, in a way.
He leans down into Lucifer's space when he hugs him and lets him do that. He changes his position so he is more directly sprawling on him, and that makes it easier to embrace. Istredd buries his nose into Lucifer's neck, eyes closing, and pushes off the text for now. ]
Sorry. [ He murmurs into Lucifer's skin. That sorry could mean any number of things. ]
You need to stop apologizing when you're not actually sorry for anything. [Although in this case Istredd likely is sorry for something. But. Blanket apology? Not very helpful, to either of them.] I can't say anything for what was or wasn't done down there. [He wasn't there and it's why he chose to abstain his vote from the acolytes that aided in the escape.] But your mind's already a raw mental wound. [Reliving! Trauma!] I'm not peeling into that right now.
[Which. Is an open-ended offer, finally, to actually listen if Istredd needs to talk about the Pit.
[ He grumbles, petulant, not usually his reaction of choice but maybe Lucifer is rubbing off on him. Istredd doesn't know exactly what he's sorry about, but he does feel sorry about some nebulous things. Or maybe he's sorry in the way things happened to both of them that made them traumatized and he's sad for them. Feelings are complicated and rarely make full sense, something he has grumpily had to accept over time.
He turns his head and moves down just an inch so he can hear Lucifer's heart beat. Or his vessel's heart, but it still is reassuring. ]
It's like when you didn't tell me about what you did. [ Attacking Ambrose, killing someone during interrogation. ] Are we protecting each other or protecting ourselves?
Oh you can, can you? [It's a touch towards playful to push back against Istredd's petulance.
Given how often they sleep and Lucifer is aware of Istredd's pulse, he's not about to shake Istredd back.
He'd argue with how intertwined their minds are that protecting themselves they're protecting each other, but then he's still of the mind that he didn't tell Istredd not for himself.] Protecting the foundation. [That's more of the case, which is a bit of both of them. The pieces from both sides that keep their mental bridge connected and stabilized.]
I can. You have to indulge me because -- [ What he actually had to say at the end there he can't say, but he smoothly fills in. ] you're very fond of me.
[ It's not that he doubts Lucifer's alive, which is one reason why the steady beating will help, but it feels like his own heart steadies until they're on the same beat. Minds combined, hearts combined. Istredd's tired of being weak, having thought he pushed well past the trauma. He's not going to revert back to the bad times, but it's still frustrating. ]
I want to go to the island and see if we can get answers about the shrines, about the monster. The altar girl, if that's stil real. It's important. The monster talked to all of us mentally, it was persuasive and powerful, I want to know.
[ Maybe it is a god itself. He wouldn't shrug that off as a possibility. It was inside the shrines. It could be what it was. ]
But I also want to pull the island out of the crash at the bottom of the ocean just to burn it to pieces. Since we didn't get to kill the acolytes.
He reaches around Istredd's back, thumb knuckle pressing down his spine.]
Sooooo we go to the island, see the shrines and its potentially-present monster, figure out the fungus girl. [Pause.] And then burn everything to pieces.
[It might be the one thing he agrees with Nero about, though he doesn't know it.]
He likes when Lucifer presses into his back like that. The physical press of his hands is appreciated, especially in a situation where he can get lost in his mind. Lucifer's very good at keeping him grounded in one place.]
Most of where we were held is in the water now. It collapsed around us at the end. So not much of that to burn. The rest of the island, maybe.
[ Istredd cups Lucifer's face with both his hands, caressing his cheeks, a thumb against his lips gently, looking into his eyes. The eyes that are him. ]
If the shrine monster is a god, those of us who helped it could have an in to the divine. I want that.
[ Not to worship, as Lucifer knows. Istredd tried to find information on High Magic so he could attempt what Wanda and Himeka can do, but it was impossible. It's not surprising he still is looking for an angle for himself to get there. He never stops looking for angles. ]
I'm sure someone has the magic you're looking for to raise the land, or manipulate the water. [All the idiots toting powerful magics and they must, right? Prove your value, part the waters.
Lucifer will absolutely eat some equivalent of popcorn from the shoreline if they do and nickname someone Moses.] Fire finds a way. [Or rather: Lucifer does. He doesn't particularly want to go to the island, doesn't see the wisdom in putting his impetuous behavior into that.
He is going to make sure to hold that eye contact.] Do not. By any means. Make a pact with that thing, Istredd. [HE SWEARS TO DAD, ISTREDD. DON'T.]
I'm not sure I have that much pettiness in me against a piece of land.
[ He'll burn it down if it is easy, he probably won't raise the ocean just to do it. But then again, if someone else does it for him, then fine. Istredd doubts they'll be allowed to do anything extreme like that. It is still land in Abraxas, owned by possibly no one as of right now. ]
I sometimes have a lot of regrets that the loyal acolytes are alive. Less so if we would have been able to question them like we did Josselyn.
[ Istredd has no doubt the factions were able to. Leaving them the only people who couldn't. He got a great deal of information from Josselyn. ]
What if we technically did? It said it would help us in exchange for letting it out. Some of us bonded with it. I touched its mind, whatever it is. I just....
[ He sighs and plays with the collar of Lucifer's shirt, averting his eyes. ]
I hate waiting for if they can get me the answers.
[ The Solvunn people. Even if he loves and trusts Wanda. He has to wait. ]
You don't have to have that much pettiness. [Lucifer doesn't either in this particular case but he could funnel it on Istredd's behalf, easily. And Wilhelm's. And Kell's.
He'd just have to find someone with that much actual capabilities to raise the land from the ocean. He's not about doing it one rock at a time even for the trio.
But he is more likely to kill that shrine creature if there was an involuntary pact made. Or even voluntary, in some sense. A deal like Lucifer would make, where the agreement wasn't fully understood if it gave someone what they needed.] You could just stop and say you hate waiting. [In general.]
[ Istredd's grumpiness is temporarily disbanded for him to smile fondly at Lucifer, running both hands through his hair to ruffle it affectionately. ]
Please be petty enough for the both of us.
[ Istredd will otherwise let the option go, but the idea of Lucifer doing it for them is very appealing. Sometimes it pays to have a boyfriend who can be the type of petty he won't let himself be. Seeing it destroyed will bring some closure for all of them. He just doesn't know if they'll be allowed.
He hasn't made pacts with beings before but he thinks it is possible they did have one with the creature. He might have gotten around it by not being there when they finally let it out. That was Castiel, Inej, and Louis. But in his insane curiosity, never speaking to the creature again just isn't something he wants to accept. He wants it. ]
I hate waiting.
[ He can be remarkably patient, but this is different. The information could be there in front of him but he can't grasp it. ]
Much like a certain someone, I got used to doing everything by myself.
That's what a partnership is for, right? Mutual pettiness outlet? [Sounds pretty good to him, actually.
He snorts a laugh at Istredd's lamenting about waiting.
He doesn't think he should be blamed for it. It is funny. He pushes at Istredd lightly.] Yeah, man, I know. Color me surprised! I think your typical self-sufficiency has no bearing in this case because you're dancing to someone else's tune regardless. Well, we all are, now.
You're much better at it than I am. I'll bow to your superior skills.
[ Istredd can be petty when it comes to being annoyed by people, like Nero, but being violently petty isn't really his thing. But who knows. He could be wrong when it comes to the island. He could get there and truly want it all to sink permanently. He didn't think writing all of the facts out today and arguing with Nero would set him off so badly either. He's probably not predictable when it comes to the Pit.
He pushes back at him with an irritated look at his laughter, although as usual, it probably will be funny moments later. ]
I don't want to live in Solvunn but I do wish I could visit like the rest of you had the chance.
[ It would be like him to visit somewhere and immediately take the chance to try and appeal to the gods by himself. So it's for the best he's not allowed to be so impulsive. That is the quality that Lucifer's told him to chill out about. ]
I can't believe an idiot like Nero gets access to things he doesn't deserve. Not that the rest of Solvunn is being smart about this, considering their rituals caused the heralds, beached sea animals, and probably other things I'm not aware of.
[Maybe they won't be able to raise the land so it could be burned, but a pyre, that they could do. Or a bonfire. Luna's Winter Solstice tradition. Write out something you want want to let go of and toss it into the fire. Which. Lucifer didn't care for the tradition but it's not about him now, is it?
And whether or not it means anything outside of the Winter Solstice or it has any impact to a god well--that's something to ask someone next time they're in Nocwich, maybe.
Lucifer and Kyle, and later Yennefer, went north to the peninsula when others went to Solvunn. He wouldn't see Michael and Wanda, and they learned something, anyway.
He also watched Yennefer become a battery to her apprentices so. Great times.] Not that you're incorrect with all those but I'm sure if I was brought into Solvunn I'd have gotten us riddled with plagues plagues by now, more than likely, or something of that sort. [So honestly. Thus far. Solvunn hasn't done as much damage as they probably could.]
[ Istredd truly has no idea if going to the island will change anything. The hope is for closure and answers, but if all they get are answers, he'll live with that. Getting anything would be worth the effort. Outside of his occasional bad dream or his intensity at the moment, he has mostly moved on from the island. It's just likely they're all going to be on edge while directly dealing with it. After that, it's back to being done. ]
That's because you wouldn't have me to ask you to stop.
[ It would have taken longer for this to grow between them in opposite factions, but as Lucifer has already speculated, they would have found their way to each other. They found Wanda in another faction after all. But he has no doubt Lucifer is telling the truth. He would have made more destructive choices on purpose.
Istredd smiles at him though. ]
Who am I kidding? I probably would have done the same. Someone helped me be less impulsive if you can believe it.
[ 'Someone' being Lucifer, which is kind of amusing all things considered. Istredd is much better at impulse control now, but this is in the start. When he was too fascinated to be smart. He leans in to kiss him, lingering and sweet. They've both changed for the better. ]
[If they were in different factions it would've been much too long for anything to happen between them--friendship or otherwise, though not impossible. Istredd's high-shelved tower of books in the Horizon would've caught his attention, inserting himself like a pest whether or not the man wanted regular visitors.
But it certainly would not have been before Lucifer did any innumerable very-bad ideas in Solvunn, made worse if Michael had still arrived at the same time and in Solvunn.
He'd have too much fun, no restraint, and likely latched onto Josselyn to make everything that much worse.
Ehhhhhhhh.
Yeah.] Shocker! You? Less impulsive? I can hardly imagine it! [He laughs into the kiss.]
[ Istredd is already fascinated by High Magic and he's in a place where he can't do it, which is frustrating. Put him in Solvunn with direct access to it with his more reckless thinking, and he would definitely be behind at least one of these dramas. His fascination with learning can be a problem. His biggest mistakes came from that hunger. Obsession with answers and stubborn need to prove himself are a dangerous combination.
So he can laugh at himself too. Lucifer did teach him how to shut his mouth early on, it was a lesson he did listen to and absorb. ]
I'm 50% less impulsive, be impressed! Maybe 40% less.
[ He does think before he acts! That is big. He smiles and bites Lucifer's lip playfully. ]
That is why it took so long for you to know Geralt's from our sphere though. You told me to stop giving away information.
[ And that meant a year before Lucifer knew it and knew what Geralt was. Sorry! ]
[Lucifer has considered practicing High Magic in a window to one of the "newer" gods Kew-Is-Sema, the Guardian of Clear Skies, but he can carry his opinions on the gods as much as he wants--it doesn't change the fact that Michael has a point. He's going to have to mean it.
And no matter the chaos Lucifer appreciates, he's not prepared to deal with any of the potential repercussions.
So he's also become less impulsive.] I'm very impressed, believe me.
[He scoffs about Geralt.] Why'd you have known to tell me, anyway? I never talked about him. There's giving away information, yeah, but even if I hadn't told you to stop why would you, unprompted, talk about 'Mr. I Communicate In A Series of Grunts But Somehow Everyone Loves Me.' [It was bound to come back eventually.]
[ Istredd would not have the same problem praying to a god here, having never come across one before, and having no previous feelings about them. Whatever gets them ahead is his focus. The gods are real, they both were affected by the same one almost a year ago. He does think it'll raise some flags in Thorne, if they can sense a different kind of magic being used by the Summoned. Knowing him, he'll try someday.
When he's thought it through and been less impulsive.
Istredd scoffs right back at him. And he knew that was going to come back. They love bringing things back to mock one another or flirt, or a mixture of both.]
Because he was in the original group Summoned, there are only a handful of those people left. And his priorities line up with ours. Protecting the Singularity, staying in this sphere.
Yeah I found out Geralt was one of the originals in the same week that you revealed you knew I knew Geralt. It could've been mildly useful to know about him sooner, but it isn't like he's chatty, and I suppose protect your sources. [Maybe save one of those 'handful' left the harassment of being from so early, but look at Yennefer. Yennefer just glares a lot and keeps people from hounding her.
But then her being one of the first likely isn't common knowledge either. Certainly her reaction while she talked about it was clearly something she kept under wraps.] And you're not as rude as I am to come out and go 'Geralt, that hybrid of the original Summoned.'
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Date: 2023-08-19 04:45 am (UTC)[He's all bird bones, surely. Feather light.
(That is not how vessels work in the slightest).
But he will, with the Most Drawn Out Petulance, slant his back down to the floor and fully lift his legs so that Istredd can Do What He will since he is the most surly of the two of them at the moment and that should Be Acknowledged.]
I have ten years for you to prove me otherwise. Peanuts. I promise you I'll do most of my work in the latter half. [Because grace levels. And. Ugh. Magic.
But being 'delusional' is exceptionally on-brand for the devil, as Istredd will learn. (As Istredd likely already knows, but hasn't quite associated with the Devil.)
Just like, similarly, Istredd will recognize Lucifer Not Talking About the funguslady is for his benefit, not Lucifer's.] It's not about that. I didn't ask about things that I should have--and clearly I should have been more... in that scenario. You, whoever was involved, should have killed her. If not for necessity to what she had power for down the road, but for that silly little thing called mercy. [He huffs, a tone that is........... likely not helping.] But I already said that for your being the 'sane' one, you were anything but.
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Date: 2023-08-19 05:43 am (UTC)Istredd leans down, pressing their hands to Lucifer's chest for a moment, so he can steal a kiss, but it is quick, sitting back up so they can continue the strings between them. He doesn't want to think about the latter half of the decade, if that means it is when Lucifer will start losing this part of himself. Maybe he would be a good candidate for a god then. He won't care the same way. ]
I was dying. [ He says, shrugging his shoulders as if that's not a big deal. Sanity wasn't the problem. ] My wound was infected, I lost a lot of blood. I could barely stand. I thought maybe they could save her.
[ They both know where that injury was, Istredd was tender there for quite some time, but Lucifer wasn't there when he came off the turtle. He avoided him on purpose, he didn't see the extent of the damage. Their connection was all static. Istredd probably would've died in another day. He knows that Lucifer gets upset about his borderline death wish in the Pit, but there is importance in the reality here too.]
She's an open-ended problem. Also the shrine monster. [ He shows Lucifer the creature. Not the details of what it did in the Pit, just what it looked like. ] If you want to mercy kill her you can.
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Date: 2023-08-19 06:06 am (UTC)What did you think was going to happen, Istredd?
Were you thinking, Istredd?
Were you even, really, present, Istredd?] I am going to be sure she's dead because she's a ritualistic battery-pack against you and everyone else's ['that he cares about' is unspoken, but obvious] trauma, not out of mercy. Her lingering presence means this could happen again, under the right circumstances.
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Date: 2023-08-19 06:20 am (UTC)You don't know what she is. None of us do. We were speaking from experience, not knowledge.
[ They found her in the altar, they tried to talk to her, she couldn't leave alive. He took what he could out of her mind but it wasn't helpful. They could be wrong, especially given that Istredd just said he'd been dying. He had gone mad healing Steve too. Castiel had just gone through a crazy spiral that set loose the monster. No, none of them were sane. ]
We need to get permission for the island. Anything else comes later.
[ His brain is worn out. He doesn't want to argue, even if this was his own fault. ]
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Date: 2023-08-19 06:32 am (UTC)Istredd poked the bear.
And boy, would he keep pushing the matter if Istredd weren't so brain-weary, felt across their connection.
It's there... just on the edge, like a child with a magnifying glass over a bug with the sun. Just a little more of a push. Asking for it.
He doesn't.
There is. A lot, Of restraint involved. Instead, he just quits his string game and wraps his arms around Istredd and does not move aside from the occasional twitch at processing the scrawl of text.]
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Date: 2023-08-19 01:28 pm (UTC)And he never really got to talk about it. The people who were there don't talk about it either. Collective denial. He expects Lucifer to be poked, that he struggles with his desires to push people. He is always good with Istredd. Gentle, in a way.
He leans down into Lucifer's space when he hugs him and lets him do that. He changes his position so he is more directly sprawling on him, and that makes it easier to embrace. Istredd buries his nose into Lucifer's neck, eyes closing, and pushes off the text for now. ]
Sorry. [ He murmurs into Lucifer's skin. That sorry could mean any number of things. ]
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Date: 2023-08-20 06:55 am (UTC)[Which. Is an open-ended offer, finally, to actually listen if Istredd needs to talk about the Pit.
At some other point.]
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Date: 2023-08-20 02:55 pm (UTC)[ He grumbles, petulant, not usually his reaction of choice but maybe Lucifer is rubbing off on him. Istredd doesn't know exactly what he's sorry about, but he does feel sorry about some nebulous things. Or maybe he's sorry in the way things happened to both of them that made them traumatized and he's sad for them. Feelings are complicated and rarely make full sense, something he has grumpily had to accept over time.
He turns his head and moves down just an inch so he can hear Lucifer's heart beat. Or his vessel's heart, but it still is reassuring. ]
It's like when you didn't tell me about what you did. [ Attacking Ambrose, killing someone during interrogation. ] Are we protecting each other or protecting ourselves?
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Date: 2023-08-24 04:19 am (UTC)Given how often they sleep and Lucifer is aware of Istredd's pulse, he's not about to shake Istredd back.
He'd argue with how intertwined their minds are that protecting themselves they're protecting each other, but then he's still of the mind that he didn't tell Istredd not for himself.] Protecting the foundation. [That's more of the case, which is a bit of both of them. The pieces from both sides that keep their mental bridge connected and stabilized.]
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Date: 2023-08-24 01:08 pm (UTC)[ It's not that he doubts Lucifer's alive, which is one reason why the steady beating will help, but it feels like his own heart steadies until they're on the same beat. Minds combined, hearts combined. Istredd's tired of being weak, having thought he pushed well past the trauma. He's not going to revert back to the bad times, but it's still frustrating. ]
I want to go to the island and see if we can get answers about the shrines, about the monster. The altar girl, if that's stil real. It's important. The monster talked to all of us mentally, it was persuasive and powerful, I want to know.
[ Maybe it is a god itself. He wouldn't shrug that off as a possibility. It was inside the shrines. It could be what it was. ]
But I also want to pull the island out of the crash at the bottom of the ocean just to burn it to pieces. Since we didn't get to kill the acolytes.
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Date: 2023-08-25 06:54 am (UTC)Nice catch there, Istredd.He reaches around Istredd's back, thumb knuckle pressing down his spine.]
Sooooo we go to the island, see the shrines and its potentially-present monster, figure out the fungus girl. [Pause.] And then burn everything to pieces.
[It might be the one thing he agrees with Nero about, though he doesn't know it.]
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Date: 2023-08-25 03:15 pm (UTC)Very nice catch.He likes when Lucifer presses into his back like that. The physical press of his hands is appreciated, especially in a situation where he can get lost in his mind. Lucifer's very good at keeping him grounded in one place.]
Most of where we were held is in the water now. It collapsed around us at the end. So not much of that to burn. The rest of the island, maybe.
[ Istredd cups Lucifer's face with both his hands, caressing his cheeks, a thumb against his lips gently, looking into his eyes. The eyes that are him. ]
If the shrine monster is a god, those of us who helped it could have an in to the divine. I want that.
[ Not to worship, as Lucifer knows. Istredd tried to find information on High Magic so he could attempt what Wanda and Himeka can do, but it was impossible. It's not surprising he still is looking for an angle for himself to get there. He never stops looking for angles. ]
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Date: 2023-08-31 02:52 am (UTC)Lucifer will absolutely eat some equivalent of popcorn from the shoreline if they do and nickname someone Moses.] Fire finds a way. [Or rather: Lucifer does. He doesn't particularly want to go to the island, doesn't see the wisdom in putting his impetuous behavior into that.
He is going to make sure to hold that eye contact.] Do not. By any means. Make a pact with that thing, Istredd. [HE SWEARS TO DAD, ISTREDD. DON'T.]
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Date: 2023-08-31 03:01 am (UTC)[ He'll burn it down if it is easy, he probably won't raise the ocean just to do it. But then again, if someone else does it for him, then fine. Istredd doubts they'll be allowed to do anything extreme like that. It is still land in Abraxas, owned by possibly no one as of right now. ]
I sometimes have a lot of regrets that the loyal acolytes are alive. Less so if we would have been able to question them like we did Josselyn.
[ Istredd has no doubt the factions were able to. Leaving them the only people who couldn't. He got a great deal of information from Josselyn. ]
What if we technically did? It said it would help us in exchange for letting it out. Some of us bonded with it. I touched its mind, whatever it is. I just....
[ He sighs and plays with the collar of Lucifer's shirt, averting his eyes. ]
I hate waiting for if they can get me the answers.
[ The Solvunn people. Even if he loves and trusts Wanda. He has to wait. ]
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Date: 2023-08-31 04:23 am (UTC)He'd just have to find someone with that much actual capabilities to raise the land from the ocean. He's not about doing it one rock at a time even for the trio.
But he is more likely to kill that shrine creature if there was an involuntary pact made. Or even voluntary, in some sense. A deal like Lucifer would make, where the agreement wasn't fully understood if it gave someone what they needed.] You could just stop and say you hate waiting. [In general.]
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Date: 2023-08-31 01:12 pm (UTC)Please be petty enough for the both of us.
[ Istredd will otherwise let the option go, but the idea of Lucifer doing it for them is very appealing. Sometimes it pays to have a boyfriend who can be the type of petty he won't let himself be. Seeing it destroyed will bring some closure for all of them. He just doesn't know if they'll be allowed.
He hasn't made pacts with beings before but he thinks it is possible they did have one with the creature. He might have gotten around it by not being there when they finally let it out. That was Castiel, Inej, and Louis. But in his insane curiosity, never speaking to the creature again just isn't something he wants to accept. He wants it. ]
I hate waiting.
[ He can be remarkably patient, but this is different. The information could be there in front of him but he can't grasp it. ]
Much like a certain someone, I got used to doing everything by myself.
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Date: 2023-09-02 06:30 am (UTC)He snorts a laugh at Istredd's lamenting about waiting.
He doesn't think he should be blamed for it. It is funny. He pushes at Istredd lightly.] Yeah, man, I know. Color me surprised! I think your typical self-sufficiency has no bearing in this case because you're dancing to someone else's tune regardless. Well, we all are, now.
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Date: 2023-09-02 02:05 pm (UTC)[ Istredd can be petty when it comes to being annoyed by people, like Nero, but being violently petty isn't really his thing. But who knows. He could be wrong when it comes to the island. He could get there and truly want it all to sink permanently. He didn't think writing all of the facts out today and arguing with Nero would set him off so badly either. He's probably not predictable when it comes to the Pit.
He pushes back at him with an irritated look at his laughter, although as usual, it probably will be funny moments later. ]
I don't want to live in Solvunn but I do wish I could visit like the rest of you had the chance.
[ It would be like him to visit somewhere and immediately take the chance to try and appeal to the gods by himself. So it's for the best he's not allowed to be so impulsive. That is the quality that Lucifer's told him to chill out about. ]
I can't believe an idiot like Nero gets access to things he doesn't deserve. Not that the rest of Solvunn is being smart about this, considering their rituals caused the heralds, beached sea animals, and probably other things I'm not aware of.
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Date: 2023-09-12 05:50 am (UTC)And whether or not it means anything outside of the Winter Solstice or it has any impact to a god well--that's something to ask someone next time they're in Nocwich, maybe.
Lucifer and Kyle, and later Yennefer, went north to the peninsula when others went to Solvunn. He wouldn't see Michael and Wanda, and they learned something, anyway.
He also watched Yennefer become a battery to her apprentices so. Great times.] Not that you're incorrect with all those but I'm sure if I was brought into Solvunn I'd have gotten us riddled with plagues plagues by now, more than likely, or something of that sort. [So honestly. Thus far. Solvunn hasn't done as much damage as they probably could.]
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Date: 2023-09-12 01:54 pm (UTC)That's because you wouldn't have me to ask you to stop.
[ It would have taken longer for this to grow between them in opposite factions, but as Lucifer has already speculated, they would have found their way to each other. They found Wanda in another faction after all. But he has no doubt Lucifer is telling the truth. He would have made more destructive choices on purpose.
Istredd smiles at him though. ]
Who am I kidding? I probably would have done the same. Someone helped me be less impulsive if you can believe it.
[ 'Someone' being Lucifer, which is kind of amusing all things considered. Istredd is much better at impulse control now, but this is in the start. When he was too fascinated to be smart. He leans in to kiss him, lingering and sweet. They've both changed for the better. ]
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Date: 2023-09-14 05:09 am (UTC)But it certainly would not have been before Lucifer did any innumerable very-bad ideas in Solvunn, made worse if Michael had still arrived at the same time and in Solvunn.
He'd have too much fun, no restraint, and likely latched onto Josselyn to make everything that much worse.
Ehhhhhhhh.
Yeah.] Shocker! You? Less impulsive? I can hardly imagine it! [He laughs into the kiss.]
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Date: 2023-09-14 01:14 pm (UTC)So he can laugh at himself too. Lucifer did teach him how to shut his mouth early on, it was a lesson he did listen to and absorb. ]
I'm 50% less impulsive, be impressed! Maybe 40% less.
[ He does think before he acts! That is big. He smiles and bites Lucifer's lip playfully. ]
That is why it took so long for you to know Geralt's from our sphere though. You told me to stop giving away information.
[ And that meant a year before Lucifer knew it and knew what Geralt was. Sorry! ]
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Date: 2023-09-15 02:59 am (UTC)And no matter the chaos Lucifer appreciates, he's not prepared to deal with any of the potential repercussions.
So he's also become less impulsive.] I'm very impressed, believe me.
[He scoffs about Geralt.] Why'd you have known to tell me, anyway? I never talked about him. There's giving away information, yeah, but even if I hadn't told you to stop why would you, unprompted, talk about 'Mr. I Communicate In A Series of Grunts But Somehow Everyone Loves Me.' [It was bound to come back eventually.]
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Date: 2023-09-15 03:17 am (UTC)When he's thought it through and been less impulsive.
Istredd scoffs right back at him. And he knew that was going to come back. They love bringing things back to mock one another or flirt, or a mixture of both.]
Because he was in the original group Summoned, there are only a handful of those people left. And his priorities line up with ours. Protecting the Singularity, staying in this sphere.
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Date: 2023-09-15 04:00 am (UTC)But then her being one of the first likely isn't common knowledge either. Certainly her reaction while she talked about it was clearly something she kept under wraps.] And you're not as rude as I am to come out and go 'Geralt, that hybrid of the original Summoned.'
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