Is there a point in time when you've ever felt that lack of a blockage? And is it only with your natural channeling or when you use the native magic here?
[ Istredd is trying essentially to diagnose where the block is coming from. He used to think it was Mat himself who was too afraid and holding himself back, and there is a possibility that is still a part of it, but he's not like Wilhelm. Istredd can only tell how magic works for him, between Chaos and the academic kind he's learned here. He's trying to understand how Mat is connecting to a source here and if that can explain where things are getting cut out. ]
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Date: 2023-08-02 01:27 am (UTC)[ Istredd is trying essentially to diagnose where the block is coming from. He used to think it was Mat himself who was too afraid and holding himself back, and there is a possibility that is still a part of it, but he's not like Wilhelm. Istredd can only tell how magic works for him, between Chaos and the academic kind he's learned here. He's trying to understand how Mat is connecting to a source here and if that can explain where things are getting cut out. ]