[Well, that does all sound reasonable and sensible. It makes perfect sense to Mat, he supposes, listening to Istredd's explanation. He can't really argue that his experience with the dagger hadn't fucked him up horribly.
But he hasn't the faintest idea what to do about it.]
How?
[What is he supposed to do to break through it? He knows all the things Istredd is saying. He knows he's safe - reasonably - here. That he's in a place that can handle any unexpected bursts out of him. But just knowing that doesn't seem to be doing any good.]
I really thought I'd gotten over being that afraid of my own power.
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Date: 2023-08-18 06:38 pm (UTC)But he hasn't the faintest idea what to do about it.]
How?
[What is he supposed to do to break through it? He knows all the things Istredd is saying. He knows he's safe - reasonably - here. That he's in a place that can handle any unexpected bursts out of him. But just knowing that doesn't seem to be doing any good.]
I really thought I'd gotten over being that afraid of my own power.